This blog consists of my many fandoms, and cats. I also post quite a bit about my daily and personal life. Amongst these you will find things that make me laugh, things that make me happy, things that turn me on, things that upset me, and just general things.

 

eatsleepdraw:


TERROR AUSTRALIS 2014
A collection of Australia’s deadliest animals by Min Pin.

eatsleepdraw:

TERROR AUSTRALIS 2014

A collection of Australia’s deadliest animals by Min Pin.

someone-somewheree:

gen-tan:

xeduo:

welcome-foolishmortals:

This is going on my tumblr again.

every october

and some of the months in-between

I get it…

when the one ghost turns his head AWW HAHABAHABH<3

klefable:

shockingly, kids are sick and tired of paying hundreds of dollars for overpriced stacks of paper!!!!!! who wouldve thought!!!!!!

klefable:

shockingly, kids are sick and tired of paying hundreds of dollars for overpriced stacks of paper!!!!!! who wouldve thought!!!!!!

To Do:

  • Go to candy store
  • Go to WalMart (juice, waffles, new key)
  • Go to Joanne’s (Fuzzy posters!)
  • Go to massage
  • Try to finish essay for Honors
  • Read more for book analysis
  • Do laundry
  • Call surgeon to cancel appt
  • Call hospital to schedule appt
  • Call doc to schedule removal of stent
  • SPEND TIME SNUGGLING THE ROOMIE

I felt okay getting up this morning/afternoon, when my mom stepped by the apartment to check on me. I was able to get up and do my medications and eat some breakfast while I watched OTH and then my roomie and I were going to go downtown to the candy shop and then go do some minor shopping together at WalMart and then we were probably going to check out some movie together.

But, of course, something always has to go wrong and around 2, I was feeling exhausted and disoriented, and I was slurring sentences and words that I can’t even remember, and that I didn’t mean to say. It took my brain a long time to wrap around it, but going out for a ‘girl’s day’ was not going to happen, not with the shape that I was in.

So I took an hour nap and then we went to my parents’ place for dinner. Chicken Mushroom Pasta; something my dad makes that I love each and every time. I was still feeling pretty groggy when we sat down to eat but I was sure that I could make it through the meal, I took one bite and thought I was going to throw-up. I waited minute and tried taking another bite and felt my stomach turn and begin to ache.

So I went to lie down. And I promptly lost consciousness. I’ve been in n out of being conscious throughout the remainder of the night. I’ve been incredibly nauseous, and it’s been hard to walk because my legs and feet are swollen from the calf, all the way down. They’re red and they itch/burn like crazy (I’ve scratched multiple, unintentional designs into them in my sleep, or when I’m really distracted with something else).

After going to the ER the other night, they said my liver levels have grown exponentially and it’s basically “angry” that the doc put the stent in the liver’s bile duct, instead of where it was originally supposed to be placed, in my pancreas.

Aside from all of that, I have those lovely distasteful burps, that taste almost like yeast, and are sour and feel extremely carbonated. They taste like whatever I just ate/drank, making that food/beverage completely undesirable after the matter. So then I can’t eat or drink anything. So then I become dehydrated again.

And it’s all this huge, nasty, endless, tiresome circle that I cannot escape no matter what it is I do.

Either Mom or I will be calling the Doc tomorrow to ask them if they need to admit me, so they can get this stent out of me asap, so I can properly recoup! I’m not going any further with the stent surges, or any other ones for that matter. The high I get from the Phentynol is not worth the aftermath of a surgery, one gone wrong, nonetheless.

iwriteaboutfeminism:

natassjad:

mrpresident-i-heard-a-rumour:

lightsturned0n:

wingardium-liftiosa:

slowfedex:

So I came home from school a few days ago and found this on one of the cabinets in my house. 
See about three years ago my parents decided to go on a big push to get healthy. At the time we were all really overweight, it was a good idea. Our motto became “Eat less. Exercise more.” This was reasonable, because we often had thirds in every meal, and I couldn’t run to my mail box without getting out of breath.Since that time between the four members of my family we’ve lost a hundred and sixty pounds. I am muscled, curvy, and a weight I love. I exercise four days a week, usually boxing early in the morning before school. Usually in the course of a day I’ll eat two pieces of toast, a sandwich and a fruit, and a small piece of meet with a couple vegetables. 
My parents are not impressed. At one time, they always repeated to me “healthy at any weight”, but now it has turned not to being healthy to be healthy, but lose weight lose weight lose weight. 
My eleven year old sister and I have started working with each other to sneak food into our rooms that they won’t notice we’ve taken.
The other day, I didn’t wake up at five before school to work out, and my dad yelled at me, making me promise to work out an extra day that week. 
My dad picks apart my lunch in the morning. Recently, they started giving me only half a sandwich. 
A few days ago, my sister went to get a cheese stick after school, and my mother told her that if she ate it, it would be her entire dinner. My sister ate it, and didn’t get dinner. 
My parents told me I need to get a personal trainer so I can “improve faster”. 
My family has a history of eating disorders, and everyday my family seems more and more anorexic. I’m scared for both myself and my younger sister. Both of us try to not eat, because we get approval from our parents for being “more healthy”. I’ve stopped eating lunch, trying to loose weight so that they will be nicer to me. 
I don’t think my parents realize that they’re fostering eating disorders, but the other day I tried to make myself puke, because they treat food like poison. 
I was wondering if you could reblog this if you think this sounds unhealthy, because I keep trying to talk myself out of thinking that it is. 

This is horrifying.

This is horrible. No parents should but this sort of burden on their children. They should be proud of how far everyone has come and not force such radical behaviours. By not eating properly, they’re going to be making the girls worse. It’s horrible. I really hope for their sakes, they manage to get proper food when out of the house otherwise they’re going to get really ill due to their parents behaviours. It’s quite sickening.

oh my god this is awful and bordering on child abuse. no, actually, it is child abuse.

This is child abuse, I would tell a teacher. I have a feeling they will not stop until you’re all skin and bones

This is absolutely child abuse. You need to tell someone.

I&#8217;m speechless; I cannot believe this is still going on,
(On a more lighthearted side note: Buy a pizza and throw it on your roof.)

iwriteaboutfeminism:

natassjad:

mrpresident-i-heard-a-rumour:

lightsturned0n:

wingardium-liftiosa:

slowfedex:

So I came home from school a few days ago and found this on one of the cabinets in my house. 

See about three years ago my parents decided to go on a big push to get healthy. At the time we were all really overweight, it was a good idea. Our motto became “Eat less. Exercise more.” This was reasonable, because we often had thirds in every meal, and I couldn’t run to my mail box without getting out of breath.

Since that time between the four members of my family we’ve lost a hundred and sixty pounds. I am muscled, curvy, and a weight I love. I exercise four days a week, usually boxing early in the morning before school. Usually in the course of a day I’ll eat two pieces of toast, a sandwich and a fruit, and a small piece of meet with a couple vegetables. 

My parents are not impressed. At one time, they always repeated to me “healthy at any weight”, but now it has turned not to being healthy to be healthy, but lose weight lose weight lose weight. 

My eleven year old sister and I have started working with each other to sneak food into our rooms that they won’t notice we’ve taken.

The other day, I didn’t wake up at five before school to work out, and my dad yelled at me, making me promise to work out an extra day that week. 

My dad picks apart my lunch in the morning. Recently, they started giving me only half a sandwich. 

A few days ago, my sister went to get a cheese stick after school, and my mother told her that if she ate it, it would be her entire dinner. My sister ate it, and didn’t get dinner. 

My parents told me I need to get a personal trainer so I can “improve faster”. 

My family has a history of eating disorders, and everyday my family seems more and more anorexic. I’m scared for both myself and my younger sister. Both of us try to not eat, because we get approval from our parents for being “more healthy”. 

I’ve stopped eating lunch, trying to loose weight so that they will be nicer to me. 

I don’t think my parents realize that they’re fostering eating disorders, but the other day I tried to make myself puke, because they treat food like poison. 

I was wondering if you could reblog this if you think this sounds unhealthy, because I keep trying to talk myself out of thinking that it is. 

This is horrifying.

This is horrible. No parents should but this sort of burden on their children. They should be proud of how far everyone has come and not force such radical behaviours. By not eating properly, they’re going to be making the girls worse. It’s horrible. I really hope for their sakes, they manage to get proper food when out of the house otherwise they’re going to get really ill due to their parents behaviours. It’s quite sickening.

oh my god this is awful and bordering on child abuse. no, actually, it is child abuse.

This is child abuse, I would tell a teacher. I have a feeling they will not stop until you’re all skin and bones

This is absolutely child abuse. You need to tell someone.

I’m speechless; I cannot believe this is still going on,

(On a more lighthearted side note: Buy a pizza and throw it on your roof.)

(Source: elliotinthesky)